2021 was a dark year. I started off that January with a pregnancy loss. My brain broke. My heart broke.

Come September I was still completely shattered, that was the height of my struggle.

I felt God went silent on me, in fact, I would frequently wake up in the night with panic attacks, believing that He somehow had left my side. Helpless.

When we were younger, I always felt like I needed to watch out for her. As we’ve gotten older, I find, more and more often, that she is the one looking out for me. She has an incredible amount of patience and wisdom and I enjoy any time spent with her. I am so proud of her decision to share her story and so thankful that she has allowed me to share it with you.